vulnerability/ˌvʌln(ə)rəˈbɪlɪti/noun
- the quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.
Wed, 2 Sep 2020
So this thought came to me. I've also been so focused on balance. In almost everything that I've done throughout this life...ex: drawing, working out, stretching, etc...the thought:” What if balance is the unbalance?
Take this thought, when you look at a tree or flower there aren't the same amount of leaves or branches on each side. Even on us humans, they say our eyes, arms, legs, and so on don’t all match. So why do I find myself putting so much effort into creating things of balance or being balanced when it is not even a thing in nature itself? Nature is unbalanced and that is the balance in itself.
As I keep focused on just breathing when there are moments that may seem chaotic and my seem to go on for the majority of the day as I just keep focus when I reach that center the balance come, even though I my feel like it was a struggle through the day at that moment I truly let go of all the noise, I find a very level ground. Forgetting about the struggle and simply enjoy the peace.
I am peace, I am joy, I have all that I need, just breathe.
Now:
I have two things that hit me reading this back. Actually, maybe it’s just one thing. I need to stop struggling. Struggling for balance, to get through the situation, rather recognize that it is all one thing. My focus is me, my peace is me. Work on me, work for me, everything else is going to happen, with or without me; I need to keep myself in a place of peace so I’m ready and able to create opportunities for myself, and then present to take the take any opportunities that arise.