vulnerability/ˌvʌln(ə)rəˈbɪlɪti/noun
- the quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.
Sat, 5 Sep 2020
The same situation from before followed me to this day. I was not focused on one thing but so many things that I found myself not really doing much, or maybe not even noticing the things that I was doing because my attention for the past two days has just been so worried about doing the right thing, not doing and stepping out in faith.
Writing this I feel humbled in seeing that even in growth I still have a lot of growing I can do. I still am learning how to hold my focus through all the noise, but seeing that I notice when I'm grabbing at too many things.
None of these actions are wrong, because they brought me to an understanding.
Now:
Reading this back I feel the best thing about this is that I was able to see the situation from outside of myself and allow for the growth, as well as cheer myself for being aware of what I was going through. I can be my biggest critic sometimes, but often forget to be my biggest cheerleader. I’m thankful that on this day I didn’t forget this. Because now I’m able to have this reminder again.